I jumped right under the tank, spun in the air and fell on my left side, with the gun in his right hand and a walkie-talkie in his left. The enemies saw that I jumped under their car, turned around and went right by a caterpillar along the trench, deciding crushing me. A tank ran over my left arm and leg, that is all down the left side. My helmet flew off, the boots too. The car stopped and then ran back at me again. I was under him. The caterpillar was just near the head. But I was fully conscious, we have all felt, saw and heard.

January 20 morning, they partially calmed down, and then there was a big Bang. I was just talking to a Psycho Igorka, our medic, and Crab. So all three of us and flew. I something caught his foot and hung upside down, perhaps it saved me. The face was split, blood one eye filled. When unhooked, found that my right arm fragments and an open fracture. And the PR around this stood strong: “Pitaniya.... guys... where's my hand....where's my foot,” who was screaming the fuck up, I love it!

Everyone says we should win, we will win this war, as of today, we do not know what is victory: to recapture Donetsk, Luhansk, or leave those borders? We will beat the Crimea or not? What are our next steps and what is the meaning of this victory is to stop or eradicate? If we say that we will pass Lugansk and Donetsk, as I watch my friends in the eye, I was there on the frontlines, who is originally from the East? I stood almost six months and we fought to get them back home, and it turns out that we have carried a war, many died, and now we all give. Why then do we stand? I'm for justice, but there many people did not vote, many don't want and never wanted. My victory is to defend the territory that was ours.

A second explosion, words can not describe, because I was flying so that during the flight surpassed the ceiling. It split and one half plate I slid down, and the other half on my feet slid. I did not realize that my feet had been crushed, the pain at first was not just the blood from his ears went because she was too shell-shocked. And spark killed fell on us from the roof, are a huge number of people. There are many gathered, because they are the corpses of his victims didn't take out. I was very impressed with this sight. On one side was happy but on the other hand is just awful.