Many people think that there, in the East, all the bad that all local likes it, they all want it. I often hear that they are to blame. Why because some gang of cattle one size fits all has zatezalo? They didn't want, and what the average person needs a war? Many people have lost homes, family!

I am originally from Donetsk. My parents came here when I was wounded. We don't have any relatives or friends, anyone, so they had nowhere to go and they went back. Now my family is looking for where to move.

My service began in Donetsk, one year prior to all events. When did the forerunners of the current events in March, we strongly planted on the barracks. We were prepared, however, it is unclear to what exactly. Specific commands were never made, that is, everything was on discretion. It's so stupid war! Now if you fight the Martians, and there we see that the Martians, and here people can be your friend,can be your enemy, and you will not determine it. This was the biggest problem. We are faced with the fact that some people asked us not to leave, and others cursed: "What are you doing, who are you protecting, against whom are you fighting?" More difficult mentally than physically. Well, when started strong fighting about it and that's why nobody thought of. One thing was certain: or we, or us. But we always tried to minimize casualties. Whatever it was, it was and I hope that there is, our earth.
Many of us lived there and when we come to fight, I knew that just a few kilometers were our homes. It was very hard to know that you can own not only your home damage, and friends or acquaintances.
All of our units - born in Luhansk and Donetsk regions.
To disclose, in what unit I was originally not going, but then our company has become infantry. We acted to protect the public. Our point was near Donetsk airport and was strategic in the sense that if this point is picked up, then opened another area on the airport. And this is the side from Donetsk did not prostrelivanie. We really worked closely with the guys from the airport. They taught us a lesson. In them we often took ammunition and food. Because to us it is dangerous to get. We controlled road junction and a fairly large area around. If you could track the movement of equipment or the movement of artillery fire, then gave information of our artillery or some units that are directly operated in those areas. That is, our main function was to protect and control the territory where we were.
During the long period that we were at the front, we should have been 3 or 4 rotations, but we were constantly fed Breakfast. And the other guys have changed recently. They almost six months sat.
Many people think that there, in the East, all the bad that all local likes it, they all want it. I often hear that they are to blame. Why because some gang of cattle one size fits all has zatezalo? They didn't want, and what the average person needs a war? Many people have lost homes, family!
When a hundred people in positions of power or weapons, will want to be like this, you will also say that this is so. They wish that it were otherwise, and you say it differently. On Your opinion and the opinion of another person they will be deeply care about. A shot in the air may be forced to kneel than one thousand people. Therefore no need to say that people wanted or not wanted. No one asked. Simply it was necessary, it was profitable, because that is what happened. And then, as they say, everyone stood up for himself. As best they could, and survived. Who fled to Russia, who had fled to other Ukrainian cities, someone was there. I was recently at the station, before went again to the hospital, and saw in Lugansk went the train. As part of the 20 cars 16 were full. Why they went there? Because there's nowhere to live.
I know many families who said, "Yes, come, you for Ukraine". People came with kids, things and their booths somewhere settled, but so, too, it is difficult to live.
Why people don't like the government - each has its own history in this regard. My hand made by volunteers. But I defended not only volunteers, and the sovereignty of their state. When I was healthy, I was there need. And when I was wounded and I got to the hospital, and it turned out to make me his hand, I had somewhere to find the money. Why is it so?
I know exactly what I am against these, bitch, thugs, for which now there is no obstacle. This creature, which under the guise Lnrow and Dnro do what you want. These people need to be caught. Perhaps if they were not, there would be no such problems. And Russia got into our house, how can she be our friend? Whatever her intentions were, but if they wanted to help, you'd build a us plant. It would be so much cheaper and so much better.
Now who needs this scorched earth? There's nothing left alive. How much time you now need to have people, this anger and hurt at least a little bit settled.

But while Russia is to pay money, the conflict will continue.
We are technically very lose to the Russians. The armor was brought to us volunteers, and command, we've heard that you can't deliver. We are faced with the fact that the night we saw 50 meters, and us with one and a half kilometers were shot, as in the dash. Their fighters were fully equipped. We was running around with bare ass. But if you look, this is what we state and prepared. In peacetime we zazhralis, and like it or not, the army needed a cleansing. This is a bad war, but maybe even because of it, we can some correct conclusions. Because illiterate guide so many people suffered and died. We are faced with the fact that as soon as the plan which was developed with senior management - it was a failed operation. There were losses in the technique, in humans, failure of tasks. Shouts, screams, why did not. Once made directly with the commanders on the spot, everything goes very smoothly, beautifully, with minimal losses. Many people want to deal not only with the separatists, and those who now sits here in Kiev and gives such commands.
On the front are all afraid, but some people can deal with their fear, and others can't. Basically there remained those who can.
Man scared, but he gets up and goes into battle. He was scared, but he shoots. And when people can't cope with his fear is even worse. Very often, these people broke. At best they were able to send back. Much worse when more and they had to look, because man was unable to react to a particular situation. It's not enough that you had to look ahead, you constantly had to look back, as he is there.
Was such a bright moment was driving the guys from another battalion. They drove along the road, and in principle were in our rear, but were ambushed. We knew that there shouldn't be, but once the shoot, then something happened. And guys attacked from the forest, which is adjacent to the road. They are almost point-blank shot. And we then, not knowing what, why, how, and where, quickly flew up and opened fire. In a few minutes we were joined by another column, she walked on the problem, but we worked together. It was creepy, because start to shoot everything that could shoot. Explosions won shelterbelts almost under the root. Because usually, if you creep up on the field with the band, you can hear where Mina or shot. And here was such a mess that you don't even know where firing. Then I thought we attack was beaten off for a very long time, although it took a few minutes. We took the wounded and went to the airport. There is, of course, specialists in airport - unearthly thank you. Because when I was wounded after a month, if not for them, I wouldn't have lasted to the hospital. Then was the same situation: at the guys attacked, but did not finish, because I was waiting for will come help. We can say, caught on live bait. It was a subversive group of very high class, because to get to the place where they settled, it was very hard. Need to have experience. They were, roughly speaking, between us and sat down behind us. When we arrived, we were immediately shot. Then me and wounded, but not everyone is so lucky as me. It is not clear how it would all end, but they did not expect to be able to get the spices from the airport, which recovered quickly and opened fire. This has enabled us to come to ourselves, and I hope that we my guys revenged.
I had a gunshot wound in the arm and chest. In his hand broke 2 bones, with Breasts a bit of luck saved the armor. Turn passed on his chest, he stood, but the last bullet hit the cutting plate. The energy she had lost, but still broke. I was lucky, because the 5.45 is a terrible bullet. If the 7.62 is right, then this starts to turn right, left, up, down. And I was lucky that she had gone to the arm, and would have gone the other way, then this would all end.
If I had to go back to the front, with the mind I realize what you're there you climb, you already got what she deserved. But it has its own atmosphere, there never will be. Now I am very miss my guys were together.
There we are each other were more than colleagues, everyone understood that your friend may depend on your life, and this unity is not found anywhere else. What is sometimes not appreciated in civilian life, there turned out to be the most expensive and the most important.
There were many situations when I had to share the last cigarette. Were lighted for 10 people on the deadlift, because there was no more. In this atmosphere, miss. In the hospital, almost everything from there, all you know. Themes in common. And when you go over the fence, it is already wrong. People don't understand. Their in principle, this is to blame for it. But going back the second time, I already knew what we faced, and I would have been more confusing.
How would people not trained, they are not prepared as life itself at war. On the polygons you realize that you are not in danger, and there may occur a stupor.
Was that guy pulled. We managed to jump in the trenches, and he fell and could not move from her stupor. Had to get out and pull it. It then released, and there's just jammed. He is not to blame, and say that he's a coward. He can and bolder many, but it happens.
And the scary thing is, if people go on Safari. These are people that bored with life that they are looking for new sensations and I think they will come, shoot and leave. What then will be able to tell your friends over a beer, as I fought. Usually such people perish very first. Then, when they understand where to put, say, "no no no we want to go home". And where are you going? Came so already seated. No you will not be thither to carry. There you have to go consciously.
Once returned, a lot of things for me have become much easier. Fear head some, for example. It is clear that they have some leverage. But if I some uncle Colonel would say, why do I have the button at 2 mm to the left or to the right, then he let the button itself and parasivam.
With me out came a girl, when I was wounded. We met before the event. Petty problems, which could swear, even now not put on consideration, because it is very silly.
I really want to hand work. Because a man without a right hand, not quite a man. And yet there is a very acute problem of housing. Very nice to have somewhere to go. Guys many go home after treatment. And I realize that I can go nowhere. While at the time we were helped by volunteers, gave the school room, so the roof is over your head. Well, as soon as I recover, I will look at where to move. Because here, in Kyiv, on my salary, it is impossible to make a proper housing.

Text and photo: Vika Yasinskay

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